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[Mar. 14th, 2007|12:36 pm] |
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i know you don't mean that. |
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[Jan. 19th, 2007|08:22 pm] |
i could be so much more than this,
i wanna be so much more than this. |
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[Dec. 21st, 2006|10:00 pm] |
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WHAT? |
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| it's the holiday season. |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|10:44 am] |
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| | broken social scene | ] |
and i don't want to be alone anymore.
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[Oct. 22nd, 2006|12:00 pm] |
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what's so great about mountain view anyway? |
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| and thus october break has begun |
[Oct. 16th, 2006|11:39 am] |
superior/miami/globe roadtrip was fantastic.
i swear i will never tire of my best friend.
sydnee is amazing.
october break...it's cold!
i think this week will be good.
very, very good. |
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| today |
[Oct. 4th, 2006|11:51 am] |
when i needed someone, no one was there.
i feel very lost and alone. |
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| locksmith? seamstress? |
[Sep. 23rd, 2006|01:31 am] |
tonight was one of those nights that i'll remember for a long time...
there's nothing better than pleasant conversation with interesting, new (attractive) people.
and funny adventures...
"lock the door, emma!"
my gosh. i love my sister.
tonight was fantastic. |
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| come what may |
[Sep. 2nd, 2006|01:20 pm] |
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i think that if i didn't have friends or school, all i would do is watch moulin rouge over and over and over for the rest of my life. |
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[Aug. 20th, 2006|10:26 pm] |
i just had the weirdest, yet very vague, flashback.
it was from freshman year, and i was sitting in my bedroom on the floor using the laptop, listening to "the tide" by spill canvas.
i think it was over winter break, and that was the year that it poured almost every day of break. and i just remember sitting in my room, able to hear the rain, and watching it trickle down the wall of my bedroom. hahah.
and that reminded me of when i used to hang out with shawna. and how her house and car smell. and the first time i saw elf.
those were fun times. |
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| nine more months. |
[Aug. 9th, 2006|04:49 pm] |
i hate school.
i hate how all of my friends [who didn't already graduate] leave early.
and then i have no one to talk to for the second half of the day.
i guess this is what i get to prepare for next year.
except that i won't have anyone to talk to all day long. |
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| hahaha |
[Aug. 6th, 2006|12:39 pm] |
Sunday, August 6, 2006
Capricorn (Dec 22- Jan 19)
You are quite aware of the dilemma you now face. How can you honor the Moon with her need to flow like the tides while building much-needed structures in your life? How can you make love last, without disintegrating into comfortable arrangements that lack the emotional charge of a viable intimate partnership? It's time to develop your long-term plans for healthy relationships while still respecting the juice you get from your emotions. |
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| radiance |
[Jul. 27th, 2006|12:40 am] |
as we all know, the rain last night was amazing. but i had a life changing experience from that summer storm.
i was unable to sleep due to the noise of the rain and thunder and the lightning i could see through my window. so around midnight i took my ipod outside to the back porch with me and just watched nature do her thing.
i sat outside for nearly an hour. i just sat there and watched the lightning and rain. the soundtrack to my experience was sigur ros's "takk..." album, specifically Glosoli and Hoppipolla. that music is pure, pure beauty. together the storm and the music was the epitome of perfection.
each time a lightning bolt would light up the purple sky, i got the biggest rush of chills all over.
as i sat, i thought a lot; about life, love, loss, pain, hope, and beauty.
it was then that i realized the incredible amount of beauty that was present in my life at that particular moment. how simple, yet unbelievably amazing those moments were. the storm and sigur ros pieced together my epiphony.
"god," i thought. "this is beauty. this is my life right now. this is the kind of moment that makes life worth living."
i don't know that i've ever gotten that much joy or fulfillment from a personal, "emma-only" experience.
i've had that elation and those beautiful moments with people who i love.
but i've never felt pure happiness on my own until god blessed us with that storm last night. |
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| bestfriend... |
[Jul. 24th, 2006|10:47 pm] |
don't leave me. don't go to BYU!
cause then we can't live in a house together furnished with ikea beauties. |
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[Jul. 19th, 2006|12:33 pm] |
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i hate cheyenne. i hate her. |
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[Jul. 18th, 2006|05:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the postal service | ] |
we shared the laughter and the pain
we even shared the tears.
you're the only one who really knew me at all. |
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| homecoming dress! |
[Jul. 18th, 2006|01:22 am] |
it's a slightly different color, but i love it. i really hope i get this one. |
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| i want real human moments. |
[Jul. 17th, 2006|10:30 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | regretful | ] |
help. i have done it again.
i have been here many times before.
i hurt myself again today.
and the worst partis there's no one else to blame.
be my friend.
it's time for me to go on a quest of soul searching and self-discovery. |
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